HEART OUT

Perplexed between my intuition and emotion.

I am not here in present,

but no matter what we can not escape from present.

I have turned myself into a miserable human being,

who’s not only unable to love but to be loved as well.

the feeling of being loved by everyone I meet,

is choking my neck,

this feeling is not letting me breath.

I know you won’t believe it,

I know I am sounding like a stupid kid,

who just makes issue out of nothing.

but my head is flowing with expectations of people who love me.

I want to put this mask off which I am wearing,

this is not me,

this can not be me.